Lack Of Productivity
I had a ton of trouble falling asleep last night, as usual. I was watching Scrubs and I didn’t get to sleep until after 400AM. And now I have a couple of movies to go see in about 2 hours (which means I should start getting ready). Then Sam’s birthday party is after. Then I really need to come back here and get on doing some homework because I have been ridiculously anti-productive...
An Odd Coincidence
The two movies I plan to see tomorrow are All About Dad and For My Father. Daddy issues much?
My Google stats have been increasing like crazy lately. Which leads me to think I should write a more interesting blog. Hah.
Okay, I realize I am about a month and a half late on this, but humor me. I was just watching her acceptance speech for Best Actress for Revolutionary Road at the Golden Globes. I think I just fell in love with her. She is so adorable and you can really tell how much it means to her. I mean, I am sure it would considering the fact that she had 10 award nominations in the past (including Oscars...
It has treated me well so far. Went to Cinequest to see Another Man, which was pretty good. Then I came back and made garlic bread for the roomies. And I am currently having myself some vanilla ice cream with Nesquick chocolate powder on it. It’s the best way to have vanilla ice cream. Especially once the ice cream melts and it blends with the chocolate powder and it becomes gritty and...
clifferded: Died on September 26th, 1988. From now on I will believe this is somehow important to my left. I know thats not true, I’m just very bored. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B%C3%A9la_Bart%C3%B3k Says here it was 1945… But what’s a couple of decades between friends?
Potential Day's Agenda
- Grab some yum. - Hit up Target. - Start on some homework, especially homework for Phil. of Science & Writing Workshop. - Watch “Another Man” tonight. - Some more chillin’ and homework. Maybe even another movie. - Perhaps a little bit of cleaning if I am feeling up to it…
I have been playing this geography game app on my phone where you have to pick out a country’s flag out of 6 flags shown. My best score when I was trying was about 900. My best score just pushing random buttons and not really paying attention is 1200. That’s a 33% improvement rate just by being lazy.
Me: Where are you and what are you doing?
Eric: Moffet field and rendering a computer model of a satellite
Me: Ughhhh I'm hungry!!!
Eric: Well just wait for another 5 hours and I'll be there
Me: Why do you have to be such a god damn geek all the time?
Eric: I get off on this stuff
Me: That's disgusting.
And now I am trying to decide if I want to try this crepe place down by the mall/Santana Row, go to Chipotle a couple minutes away or be REALLY lazy and just go downstairs and grab some Subway. Whichever I decide, I should do it quick because I am super hungry. Of the five things I have scheduled today, I have already missed two and I will probably only attend one of the other three. Still...
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Can't Sleep Again
I am not going to class in the morning. As my first class starts in 4.5 hours. And I need to have Photoshop installed on my computer, which I am still working on. The internet here is pretty slow because there is always a couple hundred people on it. I just finished watching Ken Park. Pretty interesting. Pretty weird. Lots of nudity. Since I can’t sleep and no one else is awake I am...
Today, both of my roomies told me I look like I have lost weight. Which is awesome. But I haven’t been doing anything to lose weight. The only thing different is I have been sick for the past couple of days, so I haven’t been eating very much. Still, it’s a start. And I am flattered.
NyQuil always gives me crazy, vivd dreams. I don’t think last night was one of the crazier ones, but it was still weird. I can’t really remember all of it, but at one point I was putting on a show in someone’s bedroom. But then the bedroom opened up and became a stage. Cliff’s band was playing with the Jonas Bros. and Miley Cyrus. It was going all good until right in...
Timbuk2 Or Chrome? Any thoughts?
Even after taking 800mg of Ibuprofen (1 tabby of the prescription stuff) and 2 NyQuil liquid gels, I still wasn’t able to sleep all the way through the night. Although I feel somewhat better today. My body isn’t achy like it was yesterday. But I sound really crappy. Also, I did sleep (on and off) from about 500PM to 1200PM the next day. Although I was awake from about 630PM to...
On top of my whole body aching and tingling, on top of barely being able to walk enough go pee without nearly passing out, on top of feeling like I am going to throw up but knowing I probably won’t… I can’t sleep.
I Feel Like Death
In the last few hours I have gotten progressively worse. I must have a cold or flu. My whole body aches. At this point I’m in lab and I can’t leave. But when I can I have a feeling I’m going to take a nap until tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully I only have to be here for one more hour. Ugh. I feel like tingly everywhere. And like I’m going to throw up. And super tired. ...
Feeling Bleh Today
My throat is KILLING me. No idea why. Oh, and my nips hurt too. Don’t think the two are really related though. Although I could check WebMD and see if they are…
Can I Be Best Friend's With A Racist? (Part 2 -...
Cam: fucking black people man
Cam: oh shit
Cam: i take it back
Cam: i do i swear
Me: I KNEW IT!!!
Me: You couldn't hold it in forever
Me: This is going ALL OVER Tumblr
Me: And there is not a god damn thing you can do about it
Cam: i feel so much beter
Me: Getting it off your chest?
Cam: its all out there
Me: It's the first step of recovery, really.
Cam: this conversation will haunt me
Me: Via the internet.
Cam: well i stray away from the internet so maybe ill be safe
Can I Be Best Friend's With A Racist?
At the moment Cam sent the first IM, I received a text from Kayce saying "Cam is a racist".
Cam: i am not racist by the way
Me: Haha I got this and the text at the same time
Me: Why does she say you are?
Cam: dont worry about it
Me: I heard you called my mom a cotton-pickin' jigga boo?
Cam: i never said a lick of that
Me: Not a lick?
A Sound Investment
The negative cleaner I bought worked wonders tonight. I went from having a virtually unusable negative to one I will most likely use as a final print for this assignment. The lady at the store seemed hesitant about it’s dust cleaning abilities, but I would say it took away all of the visible dust.
Maybe It's Just A Case Of The Monday's
Monday is really my longest day. Because I have my Writing Workshop class which always goes the full time and always breaks my balls. No matter how prepared I think I am for the class, I am always missing something or doing something wrong. As some of you may know, I haven’t been sleeping well lately. There are many contributing factors. Last night was no different. I got about 5.5 - 6...
Seriously… Just because I don’t have an exact, distinct, direct plan and a specific idea of what I will be doing in 10 years does not mean that I don’t have goals. This teacher can suck it too. Fuck Monday.
Today it consisted of a dozen or so people, including the teacher, talking about how they didn’t think that Slumdog Millionaire should have won Best Picture. About half of those people had not seen the movie. That class is total bullshit.
I am currently at 666.
My Brain Is Currently On Overload
Taking 24 units (21 now, I suppose) has proven to be a bit tougher than I expected. Although, it might not be the units so much as the moving to Sacramento/going to Sac every weekend/relationship issues/personal issues/lack of sleeping/money worries/life worries/weight worries/etc., etc., etc. I need to take some time next weekend to get my life back in order. I was thinking about it more...
ESEF Apparel Logo
It looks like a rabbit on a bike.
There Is Justice In The World
Sean Penn winning Best Actor for Milk is proof.
Pretty Tired Of It
I have grown pretty sick of people talking bad about my friends to me lately. Not so much expressing gripes they have as much as flat out telling me they dislike/hate someone I am friends with. That’s totally cool if you don’t like them. I don’t even mind you telling me you don’t like them. But I obviously do, for whatever personal reasons I have, so telling me once...
I haven’t posted anything of substance in days. This weekend has gone by fast again. I thought I was going to be able to catch up on homework, since I didn’t have that much. But that proved to be a fail. I have barely gotten any of it done. And I have a crap ton to do by tomorrow. All the while I still have to drive back to San Jose. I did get to partake in 3 different...
I love/hate it when I finally get through all of my Tumblr updates I wasn’t able to read while I was sleeping/driving/in class/killing babies/having a life, and I go back to the first page and there is like 10 new pages of posts. And the cycle continues…
In my time that I have been growing fonder and fonder of Animal Collective, I have made an odd observation. It seems that my favorite song from an album always tends to be the second one. On “Feels” my favorite is “Grass”. On “Here Comes The Indian” I prefer “hey light” to any others. On “Merriweather Post Pavilion” I am partial to...
This is frighteningly correct… Name: Amy Date: 2/19/2009 Colorgenics Number: 70152364 Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don’t quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that...
Oreos Vs. Photos
I eat my Oreos like I develop my photos. I make sure to swiftly submerge the whole thing at once, so the liquid coating is even. Sometimes I tap the sides to make sure they stay under. Sometimes I flip it over so the other side is sure to be submerged. The whole time I make an effort to keep my fingers as dry as possible. When I am sure they are perfect, I pull them out and let the excess...
I am locked out of my room. My roommates are all gone. My neighbors are all gone. The RA is gone. The courtesy desk doesn’t open until 4. I can’t develop my photos until I have my ID. I’m now an hour behind schedule.